Just another manic Monday

Random thoughts on a Sunday

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Five minutes of just typing out what is going through my head…

I’m off, something isn’t right. I can’t figure out what it is. I’m assuming it is something that will come to me soon. Sometimes I can’t figure out if its me, or if it is someone else’s feelings that I am trying to navigate. I say that to mean that sometimes I am too sensitive and not grounded enough and so I take on the feelings and thoughts of those around me. I hate it because it’s intense and draining and confusing. And then when the feeling is gone I’m stuck here trying to see if they were my feelings or not.

I can’t focus, my brain and reactions are slowed. I’m sure part of that is the alcoholic beverage I had earlier. But that’s wearing off and so here I sit, feeling off. Not myself and not able to get back to myself without some intense intervention on my part. And so because it is late, I think I will just go to bed.

Tomorrow is a new day…


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